Descent

It's unlikely that there ever will be real health again.  I keep trying, but I fail more spectacularly than I succeed.

I'm working on it, but I'm suspecting that I have severe heart/circulatory problems which could simply end things at any time.

I have no faith whatsoever in any doctor.  I *am* considering a heart specialist, but historically they just assure me that I'm fine.  I have learned that they only look for what they will get paid the most for.

The yeast continues.  I fight it regularly, with FiveLac, Candex, and other pro-biotics.  But you can't defeat it and continue to eat sweets; and I just can't make progress there.

I've lost almost 10 pounds this year.  Too bad it doesn't come with any kind of feeling better.

I had a major pH battle a few months ago.  Again the doctor simply dismissed it.  Even though the urinalysis plainly labelled it at 5.  She didn't even really know what it was.

I'm again trying real exercise, using a CD I invested in.  But I have lost strength since November, especially in my arms.